A quadrant later..

I've been writing all this time, to tell you all about what has been happening but it's all been on paper.

It is late in the evening of 4:60:3729.

I have experienced, seen and learned many things. Not all of them are provable facts but those seem to be acceptable. A lot of questions have been answered for me and a lot more created for me. More than that, I've learned things that I need to tell Ruya.

If she would just wake up.

It has been the better part of a full quadrant, the cycle coming to a close. Here, the weather is getting cool, nothing like I expect it is back home, but still cool.

I considered killing myself last night but I am scared and it will not wake up Ruya and it will not bring back the dead. Tonight, I sit in this motel room, still wearing the suit. I don't know if I'm going to be arrested or left alone, but I will do my best to begin transcribing this hardcopy for you.